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myriad.
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its tough bottling everything up.
im going to spill it all. but in here.
i want to ask him about the tortoise in his room. i know its sth he bought with py previously. i cant expect him to throw it away or what but im just, ugh ):
i dont like it when he doesnt answer my qsns at times. like just.
he doesnt open up to me but instead, he likes to say nvm, nth, it doesnt matter
it matters alot to me ):
alot alot alot.
i know army is draining him. its tiring its tough and it can really spoil one's mood.
he is sad over having to chiongsua next time.
i dont want to add on to his sadness so i duno how to tell him all these.
he will jus feel bad&blame himself.
which is what i dont want.
my main point in wanting to let him know tt i will get upset over such things is because he matters to me and i love him alot.
thats why.

slap me.