Thursday, September 20, 2007
I MADE THINGS SO BAD& CAUSED SO MUCH MISERY BUT ITS ALL MY WILD IMAGINATION AND STUPID ASSUMPTIONS IM SO SORRY EVERYONE.
i jumped to conclusions by myself and i misunderstood jacky totally.
he made everything clear to me moments ago and im guilty like hell now.
he has been such a sweetheart to me all along&nv did anything behind my back but i had to get all suspicious&crybaby-ish.
im going to trust him totally now. i hurt him enough im a terrible girlfriend while jacky is the bestest boyfriend.
and i found the answer to everyone's question
yes i really love him that much.
yes i can trust him.
and i cant find the SPECIFIC reason why i love him so much because it was love at first sight back in secondary three.
my breakdowns were simply a result of my own imagination whereby none is true. my worries are non-existent. but i caused him to breakdown. he doesnt blame me but im guilty ): sorry to peiying too, i misunderstood everything.
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chong yuanru
16'05'1988
peixinpri;andersonsec;innovajc;nus sci