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i declare that monday blues are officially coming to an end.
school's over&im staying back in the science library so that i can use the net (and of course, study for my nationbuilding test for tomorrow) i miss my vaio! how come sony pple nv call me today! actually im evil&im secretly wishing that i can get a new laptop :D and i'll make sure i'll get a spillproof one.

i have to hand in my SUJA report draft one on 1st october! ): HELP! and im supposed to peer-mark bryan's one. he's going to kill me with his SUJA pls. BIGBANG PLASMA-COSMOLOGY NUCLEOSYNTHESIS STEADYSTATE-THEORY; did i mention i hate physics?!

ANYHOW. im going to stopstopSTOP having such a pessimistic viewpoint on my love life aka relationship with jacky. ive been acting like a lilgirl for the past few weeks. i kept telling jacky that i trust him but nth i do shows that at all. getting green-eyed over him&py when he has told me umpteen times that the two of them are impossible alr.
i was really upset&kinda angry this morning when i realised that he met up with py recently and i didnt know anything abt it at all. even claire the usually calm&sensible one said tt this time its really his fault when she knew tt jacky didnt let me know beforehand. hazel said she'll be super jealous&angry. but it dawned on me that its pointless for me to get depressed over this. its his life. he needs his own space too. he does not have to report his life to me. if i decide to let this get the better of me, im sure we will argue when he meets py again. even he said so. so yah. but if im planning to meet up with a guy alone, i will still inform him beforehand. i just think its a form of courtesy.as for him, whether he wants to let me know anot, its up to him alr. im not going to come across as forcing him to.
jacky placed all his trust in me, i see no point in me not trusting him either.
i love jackypaysiliang 100%,200%,300% and 8,9,1000% (:
all the other guys out there are either too tall, too short, too fat, too thin, too smart, too dumb, too fair, too dark, too handsome, too unhandsome, too cool, too nerdy, too much hair, too lil hair, too loud, too soft, too (insert any adjective) for me.
jacky's just right <3

sorry if ure reading this and ure grossed out by my outright declaration of love for my boyfriend. drop me a sms and i'll compensate u by buying you a meal (in nus sci canteen) HAHA.